It’s been an emotionally strange week. Obviously the high point being the 4th of July on Monday. After that — it’s kinda progressively gotten worse. And, the low point (hopefully) being what happened in Dallas last night. My head hurts. My heart hurts. My being hurts.
I’m not a very political person — mainly because I don’t believe politics today (especially in our country) don’t represent our best interests aaaaaaand do nothing to unite us as a country. But, that’s a post for another day that I’ll probably never write.
But, what’s happened in our country the past few days isn’t about politics. As much as many have tried to make it such, it’s not. It’s about life. About respecting every life. Black, white, brown, blue, etc., etc., etc. Whatever you want to “label” it. All lives matter, because we’re all brothers and sisters.
I just wish — no pray — this doesn’t further divide us. The fabric of what makes America great has already been weakened time after time. Moments like week need to unite us. We need to come to the table with compassion, understanding, respect, love and sympathy. Especially empathy where possible.
I don’t want to see this country divided anymore. It shouldn’t be. It can’t be. I hope we use this past week as a testament that real change is needed and wounds, emotional and physical, need to be healed together.
I still believe in America. I still believe in this country. I still believe in people. Now is the time to come together.
As you can tell that’s been on my mind a lot — especially the past 12 hours or so. I had to stop running because it just made me sick to watch the news. I couldn’t run. I couldn’t move.
I made up for that run this morning with a good three miler. It was an emotional run, mainly because of everything on my mind. I am glad I have running in my life, because it’s a great “ME TIME” exercise that I can do to get lost in thought.
Mainly so I can think things out and process them. I did it when my Mom was diagnosed with cancer, again when my Aunt and Grandma passed away and whenever I need to get away. Running really is my therapy and equalizer.
I haven’t had as large of a running week as I wanted. I had a strained calf that was giving me problems earlier in the week so I rested it a couple of days. And, then I had a family obligation on Wednesday night. I’ll have a good 5-6 mile run tomorrow morning and then a high mileage week next week around 25-30 miles.
At least that’s the goal. I might want to push 35-40 if I can. But, we’ll see how I feel, especially with the calf. I am not too worried about it. But, we’ll see.
The one thing I am really looking forward to this weekend for is my niece’s baptism. I am so proud of her, it’s been fun watching her grow into the young lady she is now. She is one of the sweetest, kindest and smartest kids. I love her to pieces and I can’t wait to be a part of her day tomorrow.
Anyways — have a good weekend. Be safe. Have fun. Especially all those who are running all the races out there. I am jealous. But, I’ll be where I need to be.
Plus, I have the Utah Midnight Run next Friday night — so I can’t be too disappointed, right?
HAPPY WEEKEND! GO RUN!
The success of the Pod Bash network has been pretty amazing. And, yesterday the server crashed because of the demand and views. A pretty good problem to have, right?
Anyways — the AIIA podcast will be out a bit later this afternoon. I’ll make sure to post it here and on the Runcast USA Facebook page as well. But, I apologize for the delay. But, really, thanks for listening! It’s been amazing to see the numbers for the AIIA podcast!
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I posted this on Monday, but I’m sharing it again — JUST — in case you missed it. But, I was a guest on The Park Hoppers Podcast this past week talking about RunDisney races, Dole Whips and my overall Disneynerdness. It’s a pretty fun episode.
You can catch The Park Hoppers every other Sunday on PodBash. And, if you’re a Disneynerd, like myself, you will not want to miss it. Give it a listen here …
WOW. I see quite a difference after nearly two rounds of Whole30! The difference is probably 20-30lbs? I weigh in next Saturday so we’ll know for sure. But, the pictures don’t lie … there’s progress! #whole30 #round2 #day21 #weightloss #whole30challenge #whole30life #whole30challenge #whole30round2 #whole30results #hypothyroidism #lowtestosterone #running #fitness #workout #transformationthursday @fight4phat @josherwalla @joshruns180
There’s nothing like a 4th of July chuck wagon breakfast and just hanging out at the fruit table. No complaints other than I wanted to eat a whole watermelon. Nom nom nom. #4thofjuly #whole30 #round2 #day19 #breakfast #food #fruit #watermelon #grapes #cantaloupe #blueberry @whole30 @fight4phat @josherwalla
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It’s been a tough week run wise for me. I didn’t run as I wanted to on Tuesday or Wednesday due to some family obligations and a strained calf I wanted to rest. Then last night my only excuse was I was glued to the TV watching the events in Dallas unfold. I just felt sick. Not just for the officers, but the families and nation as a whole of what’s been going on the past couple of days. But, this morning I determined myself to make up for that lack of a run. And, I did a three miler on the treadmill — not as fast as I wanted to (the calf was still a bit tender), but it felt good and gave me sometime to process my feelings and emotions. It just saddens me that we are a nation so divided. I can’t help but think of those words echoed by Abraham Lincoln over 150 years ago. We can’t stand like this. We’re better than this. 😥😥😥 #prayfordallas #prayforamerica #prayforhumanity #prayandgettowork #running #fitness #workout #5K #whole30 #round2 #day22 #diet #exercise @fight4phat @josherwalla
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I have about a week left until my next weigh-in. As you are probably aware of — I am in my second round of Whole30. I lost 17.8lbs. during my first round — and this round? Not sure? I feel like I’ve probably lost another 5-10lbs? I don’t know? I feel like I am lowballing that, but I don’t know?
And, I don’t know if I care either?
Why don’t I care? Because I know how I feel and look in the mirror is different. I have more energy than I did a month and a half ago and I feel great. It’s not hard to see the difference when you look at pictures from a few months ago to now.
I posted one above from a race in March next to last weekend’s 13 Miles of Freedom. It should be noted that my brown shirt in that picture is a 2XL shirt and the white one is a XL. And, I’m pretty sure I am not sucking in my gut in that picture from last weekend either. I think?
I can’t tell you how great it feels to have found a solution to my thyroid issues. It’s been a tough two years. I’ve tried everything — or dang near everything. I’ve gone to doctors, tried diet after diet and at times lost hope. I felt like I was going to have to deal with gassed out thyroid the rest of my life.
But, after finding the Whole30 Diet it’s worked. And, I think one of the reasons why — is the no-gluten allowance. There is strong correlation between hypothyroidism and gluten intolerance — especially if you have Hashimoto’s Disease.
I am not sure if I have Hashimoto’s? I haven’t been diagnosed with it. But, it’s pretty apparent my body has been affected by gluten. It could also be dairy — which I shutter at, because that means no cheese. And, a life without cheese scares me.
But, then again — I am lactose intolerant. So it’s probably best I don’t eat cheese for the benefit of everyone sharing an office, room, living space and/or car with me. But, let’s not go there.
I am curious where I am at right now. Again, I don’t know where I am? I don’t expect another 17.8lbs., but I’d love to see another 10lbs. or more. I weighed in at 263.4lbs in June, so I’d love to be in the 250s — if not the high 240s.
But, we shall see.
I am going to do one more round of Whole30 that will take me to my birthday (August 15). I would love to be in the 240s if not 230s by then. But, we’ll see. I don’t want my eagerness to build up to disappointment, especially when the goal is long term sustainable health. I think it’s just exciting to see results, because I haven’t had them for such a long time.
After August 15th, I am planning on adapting the Whole30 program. I will continue to eat whole foods and follow most of the diet. But, I am planning on adding some dairy products (well the stuff I can handle) and I do want to try some gluten free bread options. I am so new to the whole gluten thing I am not sure what I am doing?
But, the biggest thing I will continue to do is watch the added sugar on EVERYTHING. I’ll continue reading my labels and staying away from sugar substitutes. I know that has had a big impact on my thyroid as well. So, I am just staying clear.
I am also planning on taking more Isagenix products. I had a lot of success on their products a few years ago, especially their morning shakes and Want More Energy supplement. But, I haven’t totally decided how I am going to incorporate all of that into a revised Whole30 diet plan.
Heck, I might just keep going?
But, for now — I just feel AWESOME!